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NAME: Lil b AGE: younger than bryant BDATE: aug 3rd EMAIL: ... AIM: small lil b3e LOCATION: nor cal LIKES: people, anime, music, interweb, bemani, tarepanda DISLIKES: fake people FETISHES: mating calls...bweehh~~, ear blowings, spin the telephone FOOD/DRINK: MELTYKISS!!!! a.k.a. orgasm in a box MUSIC: j-pop, k-pop, trance, eurobeat RECENT GAMES: soul calibur 2, everything bemani PLACES TO PLAY: parks, random friends' houses, golflands SITES: kiraku na akuma, aotenjou, Friendster QUOTE: "if angels could fly, would i be the first to fly? the one to let them fly, or will i watch them enjoy the sky, from the cold hard earth with broken wings?"
"hold fast to dreams for if dreams die life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly"
~L. Huges
Boooooooooooo~
Mango la! We're happy happy :D
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|| Tuesday, March 22, 2005 || 01:55 a.m. ||
|| Lil b's back on Pitas for a night ||
Another thing is that for some reason i've been sort of hesitant to post on my lj. I guess I just haven't been very comfortable putting up a real update on there. It just feels different. And I kind of miss using this screen (pitas website) to update. I think blogging here is easier because it feels like it's more for me and I guess that feels different when applied to my lj. I'm dumb like that =P.
I wanna go over recent events over the past 2 weeks but I need to focus on whatevers drifting in my head right now. Just more of those usual iffy feelings. Some iffy feelings that have been piling up for a while now.
First off, 2 people that I not too long ago cared so much about, and have both traumatized and mind-fucked me, seem so different now. And by different, I mean fucking fake like plastic xmas trees. Oh and how everyone knows how much I hate fake people.
What happened to em? Immaturity, insecurity, over-compensation, emotional-ism, etc. etc... I could go on but eh, i'd just be explaining the whole problem(s) that way.
I hate when people intentionally try to hurt me. Well I usually hate when people attempt to hurt other people intentionally anyway but because it's TOWARDS ME, I take special consideration of the situation. *fuck YOU for thinking that I can hurt so easily anyway.* What i'm "supposed" to feel from these sad attempts never happens to me anyway if I analyze the situation correctly. IT's just the very fact that people I cared about feel a certain way about me enough that they take the cowards way out in attempting to hurt me.
Yeah fuck that noise.
*Never finished this shiz. Maybe more later.
Twin Bee has officially moved over to LiveJournal.
http://www.livejournal.com/community/twin_b3e/
-Orochi
Holy crap this thing never gets updated anymore.
But yeah, I'm still alive.. and well? Things are weird right now.. I don't really know how to put it into better words.
Some things are making me really happy, then there's the stuff that makes me really bleh, and of course, other things in the middle that I don't really know how they make me feel.
As far as what I've been doing, it's been pretty much all Tekken 5 related stuff. I've been chillin' with a lot of the Tekken people now, and that's been really cool.. gets me a good amount of practice now, too.
I've been doing well at Yu-Gi-Oh stuff lately - won my 21st box tourney this past Sunday, making me 2-for-2 on the new year.
And as far as new year's resolutions go, I've held my end of the bargain well with the unhealthy food restraints, particularly butter and ranch. ;_; I expect this to last for about a month.
Everyone's starting to convert to LiveJournal. Blah. Twin Bee: LJ version would be nice, though.
I'm still at work.. I guess I'll update later (a.k.a. in a few days/weeks).
-Orochi
Happy new year!
What a great obligatory post.
-Orochi
|| Lil b's 'FUNNy' ||
I seriously don't think that I would've taken this tournament if it wasn't for those guys though. Thank you guys for coming and being so supportive and help keeping me up and busy. I had been running on two hours sleep the WHOLE day. It felt like I was kicking so much ass because I was punishing everyone else for how crappy I was feeling. Tiredwise anyway =p
So for placing 1st, I got: A bunch of packs, a shitty mp3 player, free entry to the next regional tournament, and I got the fancy yugioh mat! SOO I was finally able to give Bryant his mat. Now we're even and we've both taken a regional tournament. I still can't believe all of this. I was still so unsure about if I had qualified when I was in Socal or not. Now I have this guaranteed spot and Nationals isn't just a dream anymore. I'm going to be there and I have this AMAZING chance to win. I can make it to world's and become world champ. I want it so bad and i'm not going to let anything get in my way from getting it.
Well, I seriously need to head to bed because I am so freaking drained. I'm all stressed out from a bunch of today's duels and my body just wants to call it quits for hours and hours. I want to elaborate more on everything later though when i've had enough rest.
Oh yeah, my apologys to everyone for not showing up to SVGL3. I hope to hear SOMETHING about freestyle and all of that soon. I really wanted to freestyle though =/. I was planning on doing Gotcha and I had some fun stuff planned. I guess i'll just save it for another tournament then =p. Hope you all had fun anyway.
Top 4 for nationals...you're mine.
It just hit me how far behind I'm slowly starting to fall in Tekken now that I'm working. =( Baaad. I can't believe I lost practice time today for nothing, too.. I'm almost ticked about that.
Yes, that's actually a significant thing. Damn double standards.
-Orochi
So I started work again this week. It's not very exciting. In fact it's more boring than I remember. =x That'll change once I get my second first paycheck again.
I had a full conversation thingy with Kristy yesterday. That was refreshing.. good to hear from her again, as that was the highlight of my day yesterday.
I buckled down and bought a DS. It's all I've been spending my free time doing, during breaks and after work. It's awesome, but I still don't know if it was worth all of the $150+ for it. It probably will be in the end, but for now, it's cool to be a part of the wave of people that have it now, I suppose.
I did most of my family's Christmas shopping online this year. That was convenient.
Things are weird right now.. not really with anyone or anything. It's just one of those things.
I've been getting average normal sleep lately, but I still get tired as hell. So I'm crashing semi-early tonight (still post-midnight). Bah.
-Orochi
Forever.
|| Lil b's 'FUNNy' ||
Eh my placement test stuff yesterday was ok. Did crappy in math but supar good in english. I went with Jason afterwards to stonestown because I was planning on buying that white jacket i've been wanting. I wasn't planning on getting the black vest one but I tried it on and the temptation was just too great. I love these jackets! Think I found new trademark clothing XD
I decided that all I really want for christmas would be clothes and money/giftcerts for clothes =P. It's just something I want and need and it'll last a long time. Oh, anyone know where I can get a good pair of white windbreakers? I haven't found any in a whiiiile and i'd love to have some again :D. Sexay stuff.
Did the usual Tuesday night serrabowl thing again. I'm in first place right now for Tuesday rankings. If I win the season I win 3 boxes of yugioh sets and some other fun things. I might just ask to get a couple of dvd's though. They got this new movie I really want to check out. It's called something like "2 bed, 1 bath, 1 kitchen" or something like that. Supposed to really funny and all that. I still need to see windstruck though!!! This weekend hopefully, riiiight yooou? ^__^
So i'm sort of having trouble deciding what i'm going to do on the 18th. There's the San Mateo yugioh regionals again but then there's the SVGL3 DDR tournament that same day. I don't know what time freestyle starts but I do want to enter just to enter. It's been a looong time since one of these has gone down. I think i'll try calling upperdeck soon about my national invite and if it's all good then i'll just ditch the regional that day all together. Hah I guess I should start working on a routine huh? Eh screw that, improv for me like always y0. Just gotta find a song. >_>
Geez i'm sooo tired right now too. I took a 25 minute nap in the car just a while ago. I was falling asleep on the road again. x_X. I need some surefire keeps-me-up music.
http://typingtest.com/ fun stuff. i'm only at 85 WPM now =/
I'm feeling the 'UH' =D I standofunder you <3
~Plainer than this
Can it be more simple babe?
Shall I take you
To never-never land?~
|| Lil b's a few hours away... ||
I need to freaking pack EVERYTHING when I get home. I'm actually still thinking about driving us there but I dunno. I don't trust my car with a trip like this and I sort've don't trust myself. I had to take a doubleshot and keep on constantly consuming mountain dew to even stay up right now. But daaaaamn I do wanna drive it. Cruising with cool friends and cool tunes @_@. But then again, my DS is there too. But I wanna save the stars for when i'm really bored! I'm at 88 stars right now in Mario. Not tooo many more to go. Eh we'll see how i'm feeling around 6ish. Then i'll make a decision. Unless Bryant REALLY wants to drive or something =P.
I decided that I really want a laptop. So i'm going to kick some ass to get one =P. Hopefully Bryant does well too and brings home the cash. Same with Jossle, that'd be awesome if we both qualified for nationals and Bryant brought home 40 grand. So wish us 3 some luck! We'll need it.
This is sure going to be one hell of an experience. Let you all know how it goes. :D
C'mon br0, let's take this!
Wish me luck this weekend everyone. Hopefully I'll come back that much richer.
Man, I'd give it all up just so everything could be okay with everyone and everything.
And Tekken 5 is still where it's at.
Bring it on, GenCon!
-Orochi
|| Lil b's a few hours away... ||
I need to freaking pack EVERYTHING when I get home. I'm actually still thinking about driving us there but I dunno. I don't trust my car with a trip like this and I sort've don't trust myself. I had to take a doubleshot and keep on constantly consuming mountain dew to even stay up right now. But daaaaamn I do wanna drive it. Cruising with cool friends and cool tunes @_@. But then again, my DS is there too. But I wanna save the stars for when i'm really bored! I'm at 88 stars right now in Mario. Not tooo many more to go. Eh we'll see how i'm feeling around 6ish. Then i'll make a decision. Unless Bryant REALLY wants to drive or something =P.
I decided that I really want a laptop. So i'm going to kick some ass to get one =P. Hopefully Bryant does well too and brings home the cash. Same with Jossle, that'd be awesome if we both qualified for nationals and Bryant brought home 40 grand. So wish us 3 some luck! We'll need it.
This is sure going to be one hell of an experience. Let you all know how it goes. :D
C'mon br0, let's take this!
Thanks to Brian, Cici, and others, I've been exposed to yet another great M-flo song - "Let Go". The video's pretty much what I expected, but the song is amazing. It almost makes me wanna cry each of the million times I've heard it today. Yay for my iPod and having it with me wherever I go. I've gotta get more on that sucker.
So.. Thanksgiving weekend was grrreat.
I left on a plane to Las Vegas on Thursday morning after Brian dropped me off there from his place. I sat next to two middle-aged men on my side, and across from me were kids.. loud ones. Man what a trip.. not as bad as the flight coming back though. Anyway, I arrive with my aunt and grandma at McCarran airport and we jet in a rental car over to my parents' new soon-to-be-retirement home in St. George, Utah.
The pictures I have don't do it justice; the house is beautiful. I wouldn't mind living there if the location didn't suck so much (at least for someone my age). There really isn't much to do there, and plus, it's Utah. Regardless if it's about an hour from Vegas, it doesn't matter. But we ended up having Thanksgiving dinner there, the five of us (parents, aunt, grandma, and myself). My mom made a great dinner, which is weird only 'cause I'm not used to her cooking at all.
We stayed there overnight, only to leave back for Vegas in the morning with my aunt and grandma. We crashed at MGM, and spent the rest of the day over at Circus Circus and that part of the Strip. Heh, I still knew my way around Vegas, which ended up being pretty useful. I won a fuckton of stuffed animals, most of which I intended on giving away, either to friends or random kids and people throughout the day, since I couldn't have carried much of it myself anyway.
Saturday was a looong day, to say the least. We woke up from the hotel room and had to bounce for the 11am checkout time. Then we grabbed lunch at Wolfgang Puck's and my adults did a little more gambling, while I made plans for my arrival back in NorCal. At the airport, I tried to hold on standby for the earlier flight back to San Francisco, but United oversold the flight and didn't have room for everyone that they had set to go, so the standby was a no-go. So we had to wait 'til our originally scheduled flight.
So on the flight, I sit across from some guy who I had an awesome conversation with, after hanging up the phone to turn it off before the plane took off:
Me: (on phone) Alright I'll talk to you later.. I'm about to take off and I have to turn my phone off.
Later on the guy started bitching about the person behind him telling him to stop fucking hitting his chair. This is after he reclines practically all the way onto his lap. Anyway..
I got back to NorCal where Brian picked me up. After picking up my car back at his place, I drove down to the South Bay to chill with Michelle for a little bit through the night while she was up here for the weekend for some SVGL action and everything that falls into place afterwards. I'm a Puzzle Fighter genius. Fucking with Boxthor-Matt and his sister is hilarious. And Tekken 5 is still glorious. What a great night, haha.
Sunday rolls around, and through the afternoon I learn that I think I've FINALLY won one of the NFL pick 'em pools! It's about time.. now I just need confirmation from Shawn - along with my money for the week. =D And then the usual Yu-Gi-Oh box tourney. I won for the second week in a row straight through the winners bracket. Woooo. GenCon next weekend, too - I'll be taking Brian and Jossle; everything's all set to go for the room and such.
This week just may very well suck balls. I just got sick and couldn't manage to go to class today, even after Santa Ramen with the Konami guys. I have shit to do for school 'cause finals are next week, and I'm gonna be gone all weekend for GenCon and the $200k tourney. Busy busy days ahead. Aside from homework, I'm gonna meet up with Shad to practice some Vs. one more time and figure out what decks we're running this weekend, as well as get some Tekken 5 sessioning going at SVGL with the guys sometime this week.
I need to get better soon. Better from being sick.. better at games.. at everything.. at life. =o
-Orochi
Crap I'm sick or something.. first time in a while considering that I thought my immune system was shot to shit.
Note to friends in SoCal - I'm going to be down there for GenCon Thursday night through late Sunday. Let me know if you're free for sure and stuff so we can chill.
I think that's all I got for now.. going to go catch some Santa Ramen for lunch, in futile hopes that it'll cure my fucking throat.
-Orochi
|| Lil b's a lil scared ||
I'm scared that tomorrow is going to be a bad day. Not sure what I mean by bad though. I just have this feeling i'm going to get hit with something hard. I have to talk to her tomorrow morning. Maybe I should've just said no. But I guess i'm going to go through with it anyway.
I'm upset right now because i'm at the place again where I feel like i'm getting a better grip on things. I feel like I have so much of myself figured out and everything like that. I'm scared that some of it is going to seep out the cracks now.
I'm not terrible at predicting things. It's just...I don't know how to prepare for everything. Ugh...it's like yu-gi-oh. Damn i'm a dork.
As much as i'm scared and I don't know how to deal with all of this, I don't want to run away. I'd like to think that i'm better than that. But...God I just have a gut feeling that i'm going to be in a world of hurt soon. Or i'm just going to feel so torn and broken inside again. I DON'T WANT THAT ANYMORE DAMMIT!
God i'm so close...
I'm going to need to latch onto something by the end of today. I know it =/
Thanksgiving weekend in a nutshell before I forget (more details later):
Las Vegas still sucks if you're not 21 (duh).
Two more weeks left in the semester.. I've gotta register for classes this week, too. Tournament today, $200k thingy next week. I'll update later.
-Orochi
|| Lil b wants to take it to the other side ||
I'm feeling very...refreshed. My eyes feel so open right now it's amazing. I feel like I have a better grasp on things or that everything is just that much clearer to me now.
I'm feeling more like the 'me' that i've missed so much. The Lil b that you all know I suppose :D
I've been thinking about the person that I used to take so much pride in being. That Lil b that just had so much self-confidence and was very headstrong yet humble at the same time. God I used to be so happy with whatever went down. I'd improv my way around life and i'd be great at it(just like on stage =p.) I'd adapt and mend to every situation and feeling lost was almost never an option. And if it was, well, it didn't last long.
I remembered all of that because someone i've met reminds me of all those good things because for one thing, I see some of those qualities sparkle within her and it made me miss...myself.
So, I used to be so confident and all that good stuff...what happened? Well, I suppose I dropped all of it for 'her' over one year ago. I suppose since I felt like I was doing so well, i wanted to have something definite set in stone. Just for that stability i'd always wanted, you know? So I offered my time, effort, emotions, life, and etc... for this girl because I felt that it'd be worth it all in the end. This may not be the end, but at this point, I don't feel like it was worth destroying who I once was. God, I made her my life and I totally disregarded a lot of what I believed in. I stopped believing in just myself only to blindly believe in what I wanted to be "us".
This is why i'd fluctuate so much from being totally find on my own to feeling like i've been in desperate need for a pillar of support. I became a person who needed to be super dependant. I mean i'm always going to have a need for a pillar(s) of support but who isn't like that? But when it gets to the point where it's what defines me as ME, then well hell, I need some work.
Of course i'm very well aware of where my support pillars stand right now and who I heavily rely on. But since i'm feelng like I want to be less dependent like I know I am, I sometimes become a bit bitter towards those people. Sorry. Just let me take care of things on my own.
You know how sometimes you want to be very hopeful for something but you're incredibly scared or you doubt yourself within those thoughts because you're afraid of getting hurt and of dissappointment? I've been scared with those thoughts for so long now. Confidence was hard to come by for me. Maybe I just feel so good right now because something i'd been scared to be excited for actually went off very well.
~Saturday.. Saranghae..
Today must be a very significant day for me :3
Right now, I actually miss somebody very much. I didn't fully grasp that fact until I lost the chance to see her tonight. Boooo~
Almost everything is going very well for me right now. There's just ONE thing presenting itself upfront as a problem. I honestly don't know what I want to do about it. In fact maybe it's not even my place to think about doing anything at all about it. It's not neccasarily my problem until it's shoved right into my face. That'll happen sooner or later I suppose. Can't really help it. *shrugs* We'll see what goes down eh??
Welp, sleepy and super uncomfortable in the airbag is me so off I go. Thank you so much you guys for such a fun fun day! We gotsta gotsta do it again sometime.
We gotta take it to the other side, knowin that it's gonna be a hell of a ride.
|| Lil b gone wireless ||
New swag:
I love the wireless keyboard and mouse. I can finally just be lazy in bed and still be able to use my comp. I just need to get my other monitor downstairs cause the text on this just ends up being too small.
OK so going to Best Buy this morning was one of the WORST ideas i've ever had. I was there for about 5 minutes til I said "Fuuuuuck this.." and left. That building has NEVER seen more people than it has this morning. Not even when it used to be a freaking movie theatre. The place was full of the DUMBEST people too. People would stand in the one way aisles just looking at their cell fones or something. Then there were all the people carrying 20 boxes and ramming them into my stomach. After finally leaving Best Buy and getting gas we went to look for a radioshack only to end up going into Compusa where I found some things I actually wanted. The line was like over an hour long and it went in a huge circle within the store but it wasn't so bad. It wasn't stupid crowded and Justine and I just played with the DS the whole time anyway. I need to get her one for herself. That'd be fun. After Compusa we went to Stonestown cuz my aunt had to find something at Macy's for my mom. I kind of wish we didn't go there cause I saw SOOOOO many clothes I wanted to buy. There's 2 jackets I especially want too. There's this one all white one I look sexy in =X. But yeah, i wanna spend 600 bucks on just clothes alone now. ...durnit. Maybe i'll just do all the cool shoppings tomorrow =D~
OMG I'm so excited for tomorrow. Sexy day out with some sexy peoples XD!! It's going to be great times ^___^
|| Lil b of blah ||
I felt like I needed to run to someone but it felt like I couldn't figure out who. I felt like no one would want to even want console me let alone tolerate me. Ever feel like you're just someone who people tolerate and put up with? I don't even know if that makes sense.
I know i'm really still all torn up inside. Sometimes I forget that i've put myself back into the 'rebuilding' phase. Trying to refigure everything out for myself. But this is getting harder and harder to do alone. Margaret was right when she said that this wouldn't be something i'd really be able to do alone. I'll need help. But, it's something i'm not sure I can ask for.
I can tell myself how strong I am and how great I can be and what I should be looking forward to and what I can accomplish and that no one and prevent me from anything I whole-heartedily want, but when you feel like you're broken and you're still breaking down...
Breaking because i'm so indecisive. I'm looking for an answer I won't ever see on my own.
I'm mad at myself because I feel like I shouldn't have to be so dependent on...something. I'm thinking so low of myself again that I don't feel like anyone should ever depend on me again. Ever.
I used to be able to say: "I'm Lil b. I'm the best damn person you will ever meet."
If I were to ask for anything from anybody right now...it'd be a hug before anything else because...well....dammit ;_;
*sigh* I need a melty. Or a kiss. Or a combination of the two.
boooo
Sometimes things just suck.
But for now I can say that Tekken 5 is not one of those things. Life just may be, though.
-Orochi
|| Lil b is looking for the other side of love ||
OH MY GOD I START WORK TOMORROW! I'm so thrilled i'm having trouble sleeping. It's been a while since i've been to work too. I'm not sure what i'll be working on but it's all GEE-DOUBLE-OH-DEE GOOD. =D I just can't wait.
This weekend was okay. It was full of the yu-gi-oh and such. It was more layed back than usual. Went to the Rise of Destiny pre-release yesterday to waste some time and money =p. It was a horrible turn-out. At least the drafting was fun.
With all this talk and being reminded of 'My Sassy Girl,' I just had to watch it. I was planning on buying the Director's Cut version at Serra Bowl because i've never seen the cut stuff before, but they didn't have anymore copys in! I swear, the one time I want to buy a dvd from them they don't have the dvd I want. Boooo. I found my copy under my bed at home though. After finding it I couldn't decide if I really wanted to watch it or not. Er well...I did, but...not alone. One of those things. And it's that type of movie too where I really don't like to watch it alone. Especially not now. I'd probably break =X. Well anyway, I decided that I wanted to watch it finally but then there was a problem. ALL 3 OF MY PS2'S DIDN'T PLAY THE MOVIE ;_________;. I don't have the dvd player set up here yet so i'll have to wait for my sister to get off her laptop to watch it. It's really late now though so I dunno if I can still watch it or not.
There's one scene I really want to see in particular. I wanna wanna see the part with the piano playings of Canon and the rose and the classroom and lovey lovey :D. I wanna share a yummy moment like that with someone. Besides, i'm the type to do something like that anyway. Oh yeah there's one more I wanna see too! One word: Racquetball.
Agh darn it...I have shtuffs I wanna let out but I have work in less than 7 hours so I should really get to bed. I'm going to be so screwed tomorrow since I never really got around to fixing fixing my sleep schedule. Starbucks in the morning it is! =O~ I'm going to let 'My Sassy Girl' play on the laptop. If I stay up watching the whole thing i'm going to be sad that i'm still up at that point and sad because.. booo ;_;.
7 hours left...Konami here I come!
...I want a sassy girl >_<.
|| Lil b wishes you a Happy 20th, November! ||
It's been a long and crazy night. Feels like my emotions have been thrown into overdrive for the whole night. I'm all sorts of all overs teh place. This is the second time i've attempted posting tonight. A link destroyed my last entry. Worst part was that the entry was already done. Just didn't post it yet. Maybe it's good that it didn't get put up. It either would've made people feel bad or make people think that I was some sort of an ass =p.
*sigh* I'm ok. Like now i'm ok. After calming myself down and everything I know i'll be ok. I was just overreacting and taking things too hard. I'm feeling good though. I just need to keep pursuing to keep my confidence up.
Like I said before, everything's going to ok, no matter what happens. I'll be ok!!!!!!!!
Because damn...i'm Lil b =D.
uNF!
More on this lil one's crazy lil life later. THIS IS FUN! Everything's crazy and going nuts. And here I am surrounded it by it all with a smile on my face and a melted heart due to listening to Let Go for 20 hours straight.
I swear if I listen to that song anymore, my heart is just going to melty melty away. Like a MELTYKISS!! OMG It's WINTER TIME!!!! MELTYKISSES ARE BACK BABY!
Rockin' = Meltykiss.
Rockin' = Me.
Rockin' = All the sexy people reading this.
Boooooooooooooo~. I have to Let Go. And I will. But just a little bit. K? <3
Holy fuck my wrists hurt.
-Orochi
|| Believe with Lil b||
I'm addicted to 'Let Go by M-Flo loves YOSHIKA' soooo much right now. Does anyone have the mp3 of it? All I have is the video that randomly appeared on my computer somehow. It's such a pretty song though. Besides that, I had a dream that 'someone' sang it to me while I was laying in bed. That was a nice dream too =D.
Maybe everything is supposed to feel all hazy and confusing right now. But...i'm not feeling anything like that. Everything is as crystal clear as that beautiful night sky we stargazed upon together.
I know I know I know it all too well. I know what I want. I want 'you'. Happiness isn't too far away for either of us. It's so close...I feel like I can kiss it.
I do I do I do less than 3 'you' oh so very much. I'm just happy feeling and knowing that right now.
I'm a strong believer in: "Everything's going to be ok, no matter what happens."
Who's up to believeing with me?
DC - Man of Steel is one of the greatest expansions ever to hit a card game in recent history.. oh man. Thank God it's not legal for my $200k event in three weeks - it changes the game too much.
Josh went to all the pre-releases this weekend and ended up coming back with about 6-7 boxes worth of stuff from the set, so that's all we've been dealing with the past couple of nights. Yay for my new decks and new toys to play with.
There are so many video games that I've gotta catch up on as well, including Tales of Symphonia and Disgaea series, among others. Not to mention I'm playing DDR almost full-time again.
My shoulder's been killing me all day. I still haven't built my bed yet.. I really should do that this week, huh? =X
I called SJSU about my transfer back there next semester during the spring, and everything's good to go.. no need to reapply or anything from De Anza, which is great news. Looks like I'm on my way to that computer science major.
I'm dying for Thanksgiving and winter break to finally come around. I thought the semester was going by fairly quickly.. now it feels like I've hit some brick wall of time, and it fucked my shoulder up in the process. Actually it's probably 'cause I slept in a funny position last night, but I blame the brick wall.
This weekend: Yu-Gi-Oh RDS pre-release in San Mateo with the team
Ohh man it's gonna be a killer month ahead.
And by the way, Brian, in case you didn't know already.. the Yu-Gi-Oh tourney down at GenCon has huge prizes as well - not quite $200k total but still.
Top 8 get invites to nationals, but first place gets a laptop, trophy, uncut sheet of 9 ultimate rares from the new set, and most importantly (yes, even more bigger than the laptop) the very first Cyber Stein in the English/North American game (supposedly, as far as I know, I don't know if it's a rumor or not). If that's true, it'll easily be worth waaay too much. You gotta win that man.
Sleepy time. Peace out fooools.
-Orochi
|| Lil Lil b b ||
OMG I hate my computer! I hate it I hate it I
think it should die a terrible death and then
fall off a cliff and land on the sharpest rock
EVER. I figure that i'll just buy a new
computer after a few weeks of work again. I
need to start really spoiling myself y0! .o/
So this is the 6th straight day where i've only
been getting to bed only after past 5:30AM.
I'm not quite sure why this keeps happening,
but it does. And I really need to fix my stupid
sleeping schedule soon because I start work(
hopefully) next weekish.
Just got home from Pete and Matt's place
where we had some Halo 2 action and some
hold em. Jason and Jared played some old
school games on the Xbox too. Goood times.
When we got back to Daly City we were
planning on having breakfast at a local
McDonalds but those plans went to hell when
we found out McDonalds opens at 6:30AM.
Funk that noise =/. So Jason decided to go
home and we just went home too. No more
real breakfast. Just me here blogging while
eating a crab sandwitch. This really makes me
wanna go to the restaurant at the pier for
some fresh crab =O~. I could really go for
some pasta soon though. I wanna go to the
olive garden. Anyone down for a dinner date
/group? =p
HOLY CRAP! I just realized that I haven't
freaking gone to Santa Ramen this week. Ha!
I really feel like i've committed a terrible sin.
Damn I guess I have to attempt to go today,
but that's probably not going to happen.
Man, when did Saturdays become so
uneventful? I spent all day in bed today. I
honestly would've just stayed up if I had
something to go to. Well...that and I was
dead tired from setting up my Xbox live
account and playing Halo 2 the night/morning
before. Good times! =D
Within the past 2 nights, i've been semi-talked
to by a police officer twice. The first time was
when Jossle, Bryant, Jason, and I were
arriving at my place after dinner at Nation's.
Bryant was in his car and I was driving the
other 2. Apparently the cop had been
following me for at least 2 blocks and when I
parked in front of my house, he parked
behind me. Us 3 were talking about something
random as we were getting out the car, then
I realize that there's someone next to my
window that isn't Bryant. It's the cop. I was
so freaked out. I thought I did something
wrong because he had actually come out of
his car to come to my window. He just ended
up asking us if we had been drinking that
night and if everyone had their seatbelts on.
The other time was just tonight on our way to
Pete and Matt's place. I was driving around
Daly City looking for a cheap gas station when
the cop car in front of me was shining it's
super bright light into my face. He stopped
next to me and I had to roll my window down.
Damn I was so confused. Apparently I had
forgotten to turn on my headlights >_<. So
he was just letting me know they were off.
That light was really freaking bright tho.
That whole cop thing 2 nights in a row really
freaks me out. It's weird how I can be
standing next to my car outside of a mall with
4 of my friends at 4:30 in the morning and the
cops will just drive by us. I mean we weren't
doing anything wrong but I thought it may
look a little bad. Bad enough to the point
where I wouldn't be surprised if anyone talked
to us. Then i'm just casually parking my car
and a cop will come ask me if I had been
drinking. I have the worst luck ever.
Oh Oh I bought the Beastie Boys cd today.
I'm so addicted to 'Right right now now' ...
right now. Haha. Great song though. I wish
that I could hear that at some club I went to.
I would go INSANE! Darn, no clubbing this
week, I just realized. Hopefully this week I
can fit it in =D.
I originally started blogging right now because
I had some stuff on my mind and i've just
been bothered bothered. Things may not be
going wrong right now or anything, I just
don't feel very well. I feel like i'm falling right
into more and more disappointment. It's like
i'm chasing the clouds =/. I can chase and
chase em but it's not like i'll ever catch them
...or tell em how I feel. Booo.
I feel like such a stupid person right right now
now. I think i'm just creating more drama for
myself in my head. I need to stop saying that
i'm so carefree and I need to actually fucking
be carefree.
I want to want to want to.
I know i've made it a point to be able to say to
myself that I don't need a relationship or
anything like that. I don't need it I don't need
it.
But fuck.
I want it.
?
Heh. I wanna live for right right now now! |
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